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Travelling at 15000 hours a second.

I feel like I'm preparing to jump off a cliff. There's butterflies in my belly and a cornered animal in my chest and my heart rocks my body at a steady, slow beat. My own personal war drum. Every beat burns as blood pushes over nerves that are frayed and torn open by a knife lodged under that involuntary muscle. I don't know how the knife got there - maybe it came through my front when I fell on it, or maybe it's the one you gave me through my back, - but it's there now and lending feeling to a place inside of me that shouldn't feel anything at all. If the heart doesn't have the nerve to feel why do emotions have such a painful way of gettin

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Travelling at 15000 hours a second.

I feel like I'm preparing to jump off a cliff. There's butterflies in my belly and a cornered animal in my chest and my heart rocks my body at a steady, slow beat. My own personal war drum. Every beat burns as blood pushes over nerves that are frayed and torn open by a knife lodged under that involuntary muscle. I don't know how the knife got there - maybe it came through my front when I fell on it, or maybe it's the one you gave me through my back, - but it's there now and lending feeling to a place inside of me that shouldn't feel anything at all. If the heart doesn't have the nerve to feel why do emotions have such a painful way of gettin

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b-beat

there is still a beat my heart still skips every time i remember you

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Once My Sister

The soldier came knocking upon the queen's door He said, "I am not fighting for you anymore" The queen knew she'd seen his face someplace before And slowly she let him inside. I don't know if you understand how hard it was for me to tell you any bit of the truth once I started lying. I can trace it back to the day. It was when you yelled at me for "choosing sides" and when you told me that any act of insubordination was not only a personal insult but a danger to everyone. It was the day when you made me hate myself because I loved you so much and didn't want you to hate me, too. He said, "I've watched your palace up here on the hill And

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