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Pray

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Pray for her. She needs it.

I prayed.

I prayed that she wouldn't wake up.

I didn't want her to know that her love was already gone.
I know long explanations ruin interpretation, but I don't know how else to make this make sense. Two very good friends of mine were injured in a car accident. One of them has already passed away from internal injuries and the other is in a coma from which she may never recover.

When I heard the news, I was in shock. I was told to pray for her, and... At first, I honestly prayed for this. For her to die. I know it was wrong, and I know I should want my friend to live, but what happens when she wakes up and finds that the love of her life is dead?

So because I ruined my own prayer, I'd ask that you all who believe in prayer to do it right for me. I honestly do value human life. I just feel really jumbled.

Edit: She went into cardiac arrest and passed away, too.

Maybe she died of a broken heart.
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b4rdz's avatar
tragic, really tragic, life is harsh, sometimes the worst is best, tragic really so sad, for her to loose the love of her life and wake up, yes she would recover maybe, you can either become weaker or stronger when you go through big emotional trauma, either way very tragic and incredibly sad, its completely normal for you to feel the way you did, so sad